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>la lang - i’m still waiting for my baby boy….ngbayag ka anak…hahahahaa

> maybe not yet the right time…god will just give me a sign….

>MOVING ON - just two words…..about a second to blurt out…but can be a million years to achieve…the more you try to get over, the more that person is invading the mind and heart, so believe it or not, there’s no such thing as moving on - it’s a matter of getting used with the pain …. to put in one word - "NUMB"

> i’ve written blog and an open letter for papang years back and i feel guilty that i’ve done nothing like these for mamang…

>she surely won’t read this - she has no friendster account but i know someone will tell her about this - and i know it’s tiyang ising! hahahahaha

>just want to thank her for all the things that she has done and she is doing for me and for my siblings pati na ang unica apo nyang si aj kulit ….she may not be perfect - hu is perfect anyway? BUT WE DON’T CARE!

> a mother will always be a mother to her child…..no matter what!

> yan si mamang - never akong iniwan esp in hard times….hanggang ngaun nga na may asawa at anak na ko - i am still a lil daughter to her - she’s just a txt away  - isang txt or tawag lang, to the rescue na….lalo ngaung buntis ako, if i’m in pain, txt ako - mang agsakit tyan ko - agtartaray umay mangkita kanyak. minsan di ko nga masabi sa asawa ko na masakit tyan ko wenno agbetted sakak - si mama pa tinatawag ko….sya kasi, she’s after my welfare, i know - the concern and the love -  definetely "unconditional" and that i will never repay….baketakon ket damagen na pay lang no nakaawid nak met langen, no kayat ko ti sida nga kastoy, kasdyay…hayyyyyy….

> i want you to know that i will always be here for you - walang iwanan yan till the day i die …..

> "THANK YOU"- that simple mamang ….. i mean it - from the bottom of my heart - AJ and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ….. i will never ask for any other mom - u’re simply the best!

>it’s been nine months…parang kelan lang…ngaun, days na lang, i’m going to see you and hold you in my arms….i’m so excited….JOSH MICHAEL - JM….my little boy…you’ll finally come out and bring joy to our lives….

>these past few days, i’ve been feeling mix emotions - excitement and fear …. excited to see your face and at the same time, takot din ako…baka mahirapan ka sa delivery ko sau..(sana hindi naman - di ko kkyanin)

>SON - you are "worth keeping for"…that is all i want you to know…i thought you didn’t come at the right time but i was wrong - i am so sorry …sana mapafeel ko sau how much i love you and how sorry i am….

>"ading" - that is how your ate aj call you as she kisses and hugs my tummy - she knows that you are inside it….she is also excited to see and play with you….

>always remember - mama will always be here for you and ate aj…i would be more than willing to sacrifice evrything for both of you….i hope and i pray that you will both grow up well…

>I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LITTLE BOY…..