>happy 1st birthday baby ko..
>just want to say sorry, mama wasn’t able to be with you on your most special day…
>i am praying so hard,na kasama mo na ko on ur 2nd bday and all the july 26 of your life…
>this is how mama loves u and ate aj - mama has to sacrifice all these for you to have a better future…
>it won’t be long anak…
>i miss u so much…be good always….
>i love you so much
>>it was my dream to finally settle down abroad with my family…kakainggit kasi mga buhay ng ibang nasa abroad….
>a life changing opportunity….
>a greener pasteur….
>different seasons(winter spring summer and fall)
>>but now that i am here? di ko alam kong ippush through ko pa mga dreams ko abroad…
>as of now, gusto ko lng mg ipon and then go back to the philippines and settle down there for good…
>siguro, nasasabi ko lng to kasi im still adjusting - or shall i say - "struggling?"
>hindi ko alam - ang gulo, ang hirap!
>and worse, I FEEL STUPID!parang wala akong alam….o pinaparamdam lang na wala akong alam?i don’t know which is which - bahala na
>sabi ni bebe, soon "u’ll learn and u’ll be better coz i believe in you"(tnx sis)
>sino nga ba ang nagstart na marunong? wala except sa mga taong nagmamarunong di ba?
>wala akong magawa but to cry…cry…and cry….mgtxt sa pamilya ko at sa mga kaibigan na concern sa kin…
>minsan iniisip kong mgbreakdown para may reason na umuwi na ko, pero i am also after the future of my kids…
>these are just trials…i’ll get over these things…soon….and i’ll be laughing as i remember all these…
>i know myself better than u know me…
>i know that i’ll make it, i just don’t know how soon will it be …but i know i will!
>now, i am not still sure if this "AUSTRALIA" thing is really a dream came true…
>i never thought it would be this hard…
