a dream come true?
>>it was my dream to finally settle down abroad with my family…kakainggit kasi mga buhay ng ibang nasa abroad….
>a life changing opportunity….
>a greener pasteur….
>different seasons(winter spring summer and fall)
>>but now that i am here? di ko alam kong ippush through ko pa mga dreams ko abroad…
>as of now, gusto ko lng mg ipon and then go back to the philippines and settle down there for good…
>siguro, nasasabi ko lng to kasi im still adjusting - or shall i say - "struggling?"
>hindi ko alam - ang gulo, ang hirap!
>and worse, I FEEL STUPID!parang wala akong alam….o pinaparamdam lang na wala akong alam?i don’t know which is which - bahala na
>sabi ni bebe, soon "u’ll learn and u’ll be better coz i believe in you"(tnx sis)
>sino nga ba ang nagstart na marunong? wala except sa mga taong nagmamarunong di ba?
>wala akong magawa but to cry…cry…and cry….mgtxt sa pamilya ko at sa mga kaibigan na concern sa kin…
>minsan iniisip kong mgbreakdown para may reason na umuwi na ko, pero i am also after the future of my kids…
>these are just trials…i’ll get over these things…soon….and i’ll be laughing as i remember all these…
>i know myself better than u know me…
>i know that i’ll make it, i just don’t know how soon will it be …but i know i will!
>now, i am not still sure if this "AUSTRALIA" thing is really a dream came true…
August 6th, 2008 at 11:30 am
hi mare joane! i really feel for you coz i’ve been in your situation…it’s really hard to be away from our loved ones especially if were not used to be away from them…it’s really heartbreaking but this is the sad REALITY of going abroad…at first the eagerness of reaching our DREAMS, we say to ourselves na “KAYA ko yan..” not until we are in that situation na parang mag-iisip ka,”is it worth it?” isa pa sometimes may racism because were different from them…pero huwag ka magpapatalo…mas magaling pa tayo kesa sa mga puti na yan noh!
well ading just be strong…you’ll soon adjust yourself…and if you still feel the same after some months or years perhaps then maybe think hard and decide…you’re not ALONE mare…we feel the same…ako nga din nearly 2 years na ako pero nasa isip ko mag-ipon na lang kaya ako then go back for good to where i really belong which is…HOME…:)
ha basta kayanin natin to! TIRA!TIRA!